I want to know that whether I get my love back or should I have to move on

Question

I like a boy. His name is harshit. He doesn't know about this thing. Vo mujhse dur ja chuka hai mujhe nhi pta kya mujhe vo pasand karta tha kyuki mujhe aisa laga ki vo mujhe pasand karta hai isliye mujhe usse pyar ho gya ab mai vah bhi lu toh bhi usse nhi mil paungi na kuch keh paungi mai kya karu kya vo mere life me wapis aega dobara ya mai apne jindagi me aage badhu? Plz this makes me very tensed